Picking myself up

Throwback to a beautiful, foggy summer morning. #capecod #beach #calm #monomoy 🔊

A video posted by Kaitlin McCafferty (@kzmccaff) on Feb 3, 2016 at 7:09am PST

Well guys, I can't seem to stop crying. Can't seem to stop vacillating between fear, blocking it all out, anger, deep anguish.

Here are some things giving me hope:

Subway station therapy (also)

Joe Biden Memes

This print

This little boy

This TV show from Amazon

Emily Dickinson, particularly stanza 2

What do you have for me? Anything to make me smile?